the-decision...was it the right choice?
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Name: sengchiy
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Sunday, April 08, 2007

cat high's attitude at SYF

sigh... i know many people in singapore are furious about cat high cheering because hcico lost to them...

yes... thanks to many schools who supported hcico, esp hcco and nyco...

but according to zls, he says that "they made a bet with their teacher I/C and said that if they beat hcico then the teacher will treat the whole CO"

how trustworthy this is, is up to you to decide... for me i dno if thats the truth...

i've got 2 hypotheses...

the first is that zls used hcico as negative inspiration by saying "you are inferior to hcico, work harder..."

the second being cat high hating hcico to the core...

all 3 reasons are possible... but which is the truth...

=x


Wednesday, April 04, 2007

syf...

ahh... hcico only got gold... ahwell... you all tried your best... dont regret it...

(GWH: Nanyang, Dunman, Cat High, Pasir ris)


Tuesday, April 03, 2007

was it the right choice?

Was it the right choice to move from hci to acs international?

There was alot of things i was looking forward to in hci...

some examples were syf, being part of hcico, the frens there, boarding school program, and even maf... =x

but i thought for the future of my studies i thought this was the best way out...

but i never anticipated that it would hurt so badly... that it would come and haunt me countless times, making me think over and over again... it was a very sudden decision just to change school... i thought it wouldn't come back like a gush of water knocking me over with memories...

because of this i've shed many tears...

because of this i've cried over and over...

was it the right choice???

ive made quite a few friends here in acs already...

but this stupid syf period... its making me hurt... hurt really badly... i've got no one to turn to... no one to listen to my silent cries...

in the march holidays when things started looking tough, i gave up on myself... i took the easy way out... i didn't think about what the consequences could be... i never thought it would hurt...

the one dream i had since p3 was to be in an orchestra for syf and get a gold/gold with honours... but i blew it when i gave up on myself and decided to transfer school... im not sure if it was the right choice... does the right choice always hurt???

this transfer has messed my whole life up... im not sure if it was the right decision...


somebody... anybody... please... help me...